I cannot recall anything from my life that fills me with such peace as now, this meditation just did. I have never experienced anything like it, that I do not feel my body. And now it happened. I lost all of my bodily sensations and only my mind remained. I walked through the avenue, where I came here, I even felt the air. I saw everything from above, as if I was flying.
A letter addressed to our Hungarian Receptionist Zsuzsa:
I will never forget the question that you have asked me the last time: “Why do you want to be Gyorgy Gattyan, if you are Balazs Bojte? (Gyorgy Gattyan is Hungary’s wealthiest businessman, former client/student of Sandor Lengyel.) This question changed a lot of things in me, it turned me to a different direction, other things became important. The dream reality cinema is unbelievable and it gets you to reach your goal in and of itself, but the subsequent conversation with you afterwards made me see things better and connecting the dots better. After the first time I began to remember my dreams, and I started to dream more frequently. I felt that I should come more often, several times in a row, but the distance did not allow this to happen. After a while, things went back to the same way as before. Even now I would like to come more, but I have to travel back to Germany. But next year if we move home, I will bring my wife and mother to try it. They need to experience what you have created here. This is only the second time we have met, but being here feels like as if I have been coming here for five years.
What I found is that here I do not get specific answers to my questions. And perhaps this is good. Because then I wouldn’t live my own life. I get a lot more here than an answer. I get the ability to answer my own questions myself.